30 Weeks!

I can't believe we are already at 30 weeks!! I am so excited to meet you and so scared at the same time. I so badly want to be a great mother to you and failing is scary. But I know I am not perfect and will fail you sometimes, but Lord willing, I will do my best. But God will never fail you and me. So I know with His strength, I can do it. Even when I fail, I love you. That is one thing that will never change. I already love you so much! I pray for you every day. I pray that you will grow up to serve the Lord, love your family, respect those around you, and be the amazing person I already know that you are.

You are starting to move around on a schedule! You are the most active between midnight and 2 a.m. Yikes! But I can tell you are running out of room because your movements are very visible from the outside and very strong on the inside. I don't think you want to be in there much longer. But you have to so you can continue to develop and grow! I love talking to you. We have chats every day, you just don't know it. I always tell you good morning and that I love you and different things. You have already captured my heart. Well my baby, I need to try to get some sleep! I love you!!!!

Oh and here is a picture at 30 weeks: